yet another entry in the chapter of my life that I call “Madison: You are an idiot.“
And I’m sure once again, this will too go unread.
WTF. My dog gives me kisses all the time, but when I return the favor she acts like i’m a peasant.
My hair wasn’t to bad today. Then I remembered I had to put on this dumb hat for work. yaaay. It screws up my hair so bad I don’t even understand.
not that any of you care. but.
I should not have ever dated Zach. At least not when he asked me 4 months ago. I was broken and confused and I told him, I don’t feel like I will ever love again. Did he listen? No. I get confused with him, on how I feel. He feels so strongly for me and I let that and others sway the way I think. I think I was scared too to let him in. Again, I should have waited till now to be with him. And now I will be, with all that I can.
I found this little fella’ in my AP Bio book! It is an axolotl, a salamander native to shallow ponds in central mexico. Those feathery looking things on his little head, those are gills! So cool!
OK! SO people and animals can be conditioned to do something without necessarily noticing what they learned it. For example: Pavlov had a dog and every time the dog was getting food, the dog would drool. Then he would pair the food with a bell, then before you knew it, just the bell cause the dog to drool. Well, I just realized something!
If you fight with someone for a while and it causes negative emotions, then after the fight is over, you have learned to associate those negative feelings with just seeing that person, even if they’ve done nothing to you. Hmm.. Now how to reverse this…